The sow goes crazy with her son’s cock

I want to live my life calmly without having to adjust to what others need. I also don’t like socialization: that invention of having to talk to others and be interested in what they need. However, my father believes that I need to learn certain things. Like having sex and he has used my stepmother for that. She doesn’t know that it’s my penis she is sucking and not my father’s, I feel scared. And then it gets worse when she opens her eyes and can see that it’s her stepson. Then I also had to put it inside her vagina. Horrible, all of this that I have to live through.